something happened to my last night. i had dreamed that two of my friends had passed away. One thing for sure is that I certainly do not want any harm to occur upon them, but it seemed so real. I felt the grief, the flashbacks and the regret. What if i had done that? or I shouldn't have been so much nicer (nicer as in less sarcasm, not PURE EVIL keke..) The scary part is that i actually felt all the emotions, and honestly, it's freaky cos u cant do anything about it. It's too late. I can't remember what i was thinking before i went to bed, but i appreciate this event because it's a sign. A sign to cherish and appreciate all the time you have together with your love ones. However, a sign that does not help with one of my deepest fears. ( i'm not elaborating on that but a few people know it already )
anyways, that was my dream in my dream. keke. I still felt the fear though, the fear of how close i had come. And even when i woke up this morning, i had to think what was reality and think back to what had been running through my head. It's true, you can never imagine the loss of someone you know unless u've experienced it yourself. I came as close as i could be, cos believe me, i definitely felt something. that is not just a
something la, it's a SOMETHING. heeehee :D
i googled dream interpretation on google and came across this FAQ:
What does it mean to have a dream within a dream?
Having a dream within a dream may be safer and more acceptable way to express material from your unconscious. The dream within a dream protects you, the dreamer from waking up. Such dreams often reflect a hidden but crucial issue which you need to acknowledge and confront.
i also looked up some objects or something i remember from my dream :
Locker
To see or use a locker in your dream, signifies aspects of yourself which you have kept hidden inside. Consider what items and belongings are in the locker. In particular, to dream of a school locker, denotes hidden feelings, knowledge, and attitudes that you need to learn and/or acknowledge.
the locker was from a flashback in my dream. The image was the last four lockers at my end, including mine. I saw it as an empty place, looked empty and lifeless. (i know lockers are non-living objects btw..keke)
Swimming
To dream that you are swimming, suggests that you are exploring aspects of your unconscious mind and emotions. The dream may be a sign that you are seeking some sort of emotional support. It is a common dream image for people going through therapy.
What i remember about it is that the teacher thought we didnt want to swim like last time. And this felt like camp. I remember one of my friends wearing this cute dress swimming ==" lol. it was cute though! (: and i didnt bring my swimsuit. i think i used a t and shorts instead.
Dress To see or wear a dress in your dream, represents a feminine outlook or feminine perspective on a situation. You are freely expressing your femininity
credits to http://www.dreammoods.com/reference/faq.htm#myclonicjerk
i'm not going to actually commit myself to believing this (cos i'm not sure if that would be saying i'm not having 100% is God), but it is a stepping stone. CRUCIAL ISSUES. lol. maybe there is one then :p
ciao <3
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